“Do yo believe in magic? I never used to. I mean, how could I? 13, your mom dies. You hope against hope for magic, something to make it all better. It never comes, and, you know, you look to your father who’s unable to overcome all of his tragic flaws.

“Doomed to be friends forever.

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“What would I do in Boston? How would I spend my time?

“You wanted me to take off the happy mask, and the happy mask is off.

“I hate New York. I just…I feel live I’ve changed, and I’ve just been too afraid to admit it, and I’ve been pushing myself so hard this year to toughen up so that I can go back to school there next year, but…I don’t think I really want to.

“I stand here before you aware of the similarities that we share. I know that you’re feeling, outside of my incredible stage fright, the same things that I’m feeling. Pride and accomplishment, closure and regret, and a hopeful outlook on the future. But I don’t think you need me to eleborate on those feelings. Instead, I wanted to share something personal and tell you that…that people in my life who are gone now, people I miss very much and people who I’m haunted by in different ways.

“A man doesn’t really love a baby the way a woman does…not at first. A man loves the idea of a baby. But then that changes.


make me choose - Anonymous asked Jen and Dawson or Joey and Dawson